phew... just came home from work not long ago.... another tiring day...
work on projects till 4am last nite... and i have not finish it =(

sometimes, working in a group is really difficult....
sometimes, i really wish that all the projects are individual.... so that we will not have to obey what other ppl say and look at other ppl face.... LOL
i'm not talking about my MP group... so dun anyhow think !! i'm still in super good terms with my angels...

human beings are all ugly n selfish on the inside.... no matter how good u look on the outside... there's definitely an ugly n selfish side of u.... i admit... i'm selfish too... cos in this realistic world, we have to protect ourselves....

through all the jobs that i've worked before... i came to a conclusion that working world is cruel n VERY realistic. people may be nice n good to you... but u will nv know what's going on behind u... or when u are not around... i feel so much like a 2 headed snake when working... everyone is telling me different things about something or someone... duhhhh....

suddenly i don't wish to grow up... can i stay at my age forever ??? i see how one person who seems to be good friends with someone turn into another person when that someone is not around... =.= she started to say bad things about her when that someone isn't around... and this makes me worry... ppl who seems to be ok with me.... are they doing the same thing behind me? did anyone dislike me now??? =/

from young till now... i always had this thinking of everyone dislike me... hahahaha....
when i msg u and u dun reply... i will be thinking if i had said something wrg...
even when nth happends, i will still think that the whole world is laughing at me... or the whole world dislike me.... (but this problem has not been so serious recently.... so dun worry)

i guess....maybe i'm thinking too much...
maybe i'm abnormal....
or maybe... i jus need more attention... teehee...

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